It is true...I have been known to wear my heart on my sleeve!

Decided I should pick back up on this blog, so here goes.....

This year has been a wonderful year of growth and healing for me...repentance and forgiveness have been huge stepping stones in my journey to wellness! I feel my spirit getting stronger everyday and my confidence is soaring now more than it has my whole life! I feel that I am breaking out of the cocoon that I have been trapped in and am finally learning to use the beautiful wings that God has graciously given to me! Sure I have met some of the same trials along the way that have stumped me in the past but I have learned to handle them in a different way and have somehow, finally, taught myself to believe that I am just as worthy as anyone else and realizing that I do not need to control anything that is no longer in my circle of influence! The only person I am responsible for is me, this has taken a huge load off of me, "the fixer"! I look at my life through different eyes now and not only am I getting stronger in spirit and mind but in my body as well!  I have worked hard and dedicated myself to complete wellness and along the way I may have finally figured out "which part is mine and which part is His"! I am so blessed to have parents that have taught me correct principles and am thankful to know that I am a true Daughter of a Heavenly Father who loves me in spite of the mistakes that I have made in the past! Living my life through my past mistakes was very damaging to my soul and Satan's tool to try and keep me under his control but I have learned so much about myself, that I am indeed a good and faithful servant and although I still have much to do and to learn I am doing the best I can for right now...my greatest hope is to be an inspiration and a help to those who are struggling like I have that change is good as long as the change you make is moving you along in the right direction....when you have learned all you can from the past then that is the time to leave it all behind, no backtracking....I am looking forward to the adventures of a bright and beautiful future...you are welcome to join me!

Forever a Work in Progress...